I like to spoon it, spoon it

This weekend has been a pretty girl-involved weekend for me. It's late, and I'm tired so I won't go into all the details right now but here's a quick overview:
1. I went on a date with a girl from the speed dating event, I'll call her Cuddly Bear (because she's cute and cuddly looking).
2. I went to a party last night and hung out0 with a friend of RM2's who was cute.
3. I went home with a girl I knew and we spooned

I just want to spend a couple of minutes talking about #3. I had a workshop tonight and afterwards, several people from the workshop decided to go for drinks at the local bar, God of the Sky. It happened to be the 10th anniversary of the bar so it was packed and beer was flowing.

Carla, is a girl I've known from a bit through University. She's 8 years younger than me. I think she's cute but don't really want to pursue anything with her. That being said though, I saw that she was looking at me a bit tonight and we were both drinking.

She was going to walk home and halfway through the night I offered to walk her home and she accepted. She lives the complete opposite direction from where I live but I'm a gentleman and thought i"d be nice.

I wasn't expecting anything and I wasn't looking for sex. If anything, the most I wanted was to just cuddle with someone.

Well I got my wish.

I walked her home and she invited me up to watch a movie saying "I made you walk all this way, I know you don't want to just walk back home right away".

So we hit the couch and moments later we kind of cuddled. She was lying on the end and I was leaning on her, so even though I had my arm around her, I was kind of the secondary person in the hugging.

After a while, her roommate got up to go to the bathroom and Carla immediately moved to make it look like nothing was going on (which was true - nothing was going on). From then we never got back to our previous position.

I still managed to keep my arm around her front and rubbed her belly a bit.

For once I kind of m"made some moves" knowing that if she didn't want me to snuggle with her, she would have moved my arm away, but on the other hand, I didn't feel like she was really into it either.

When the movie ended, she got up brushed her teeth and came back, looking at me. I wasn't sure what to do so I simply said "I guess this is where you kick me out" and she just agreed.

So, I put my shoes on, left her apartment and had to walk home.

In the rain.

But, I still had fun. I would have kicked out if I was the same person I was 5 years ago, so I"m improving. On the other hand, it just made me feel even more lonely knowing that i hadn't snuggled with someone since Wendy and I kind of miss it.